jadi seorang dental student sangat memenatkan!*sigh*
just now i got extraction session dekat polyclinic PPUM.
quite fun taking out patient teeth. gagaga

perasaan happy tu memuncak climaks when i tengok gigi itu dah longgar till berjaya dikeluarkan,
for fuck's sake, happy tersangat sangat time tu!hahaha




but sometimes, patient keep complaining they feel pain even after
anaesthesized : *bius* .
that is a fucking horrible thing.
when i poke their gums for bius,
but sooner if they still got pain.
that is a sign my injection wasn't good enuff.
that's is a sign i wasn't be a good dentist yet.*sigh*
oh no, mereka yang mengada-ngada.

today session is very special.
i got mental disorder patient. yes, he is gila!
he is homeless i guess * ops not too detail ok!*
poor him. i feel sorry for him.
siapa suruh tak belajar pandai pandai.

first i ask him to sit on dental chair, ok he refused.he doesn't want to do so.
dia cakap, saya takut doctor.
"doctor kecik saja meh, no worries ok", i replied.
then after sesi calm down patient, baru i start examine and diagnosed him. (E&D)

since he is homeless, yes he has poor oral hygiene.
when i ask him about medical problems;
" you ada hypertension tak?you ada kencing manis tak?"
then guess what he said.
he said " oh itu semua sudah lama hilang"
aha. rite. boleh pulak kencing manis itu hilang kan?

since all soalan dia tak boleh jawab,and tak boleh pakai punya orang.
then i panggil doctor la senang.
good thing, doctor cakap cabut saja, jgn buang masa.
bau dia saja sudah semerbak bau satu klinik. ok itu tipu.
doctor tak cakap macam tu. cuma doctor tutup hidung je=))

then i poke his gum, he is quite nice.
doesn't push my hand while i inject him.
closed his eyes and sealed his eyes rapat2.
pheww, dia tengah tahan sakit.



yes dental syringe memang besar.




these are tooth forceps untuk cabut gigi.

tak sampai 1 minit, gigi dia sudah berjaya i cabut.
" eh why so cepat? i don't feel sakit when u take out my tooth"
oh well. i'm a good dentist. i replied. itu tipu.
oh bullshit laa you nurul. damn perasan.
" eleh gigi orang tu dah goyang boleh la " ,sayup sayap suara kawan2.
ok mereka jealous. jahat mengata. mulut orang. kalau boleh i tutup dah lama i jahit.

banyak lagi patient lepas tu, tp xlarat nk cerita.
bye

cinta

apa itu cinta?
damn! please don't let me fallin in love with u babe.
for fuck's sake! I hate it, really much.

hey cinta takkkan wujud jika tiada perasaan caring itu ok?
dan caring itulah yg membuatkan aku happy bangun2 pagi.

happy menapak pergi class setiap hari,
happy datang class walaupun doctor *lecturer* ada emergency case,
ataupun still mampu tersenyum walaupun patient degil tak dtg ikut appointment.

Oh God, thanks ada orang yg macam ni untuk aku.
at least, i don't feel like I live for nothing, for nobody.
yes, there is somebody for you girl.

Oh God, please don't take those people yg caring and loving itu from me.
itu kekuatan aku.

I'd heard "cinta itu dalam dan jangan sampai terjatuh ke dalamnya" from someone.
yes i found it to be true.
cinta, bagi aku, bila dah jumpa, aku akan kejar sampai aku dapat.

when u feel that is the one, then work hard for it.
but don't put to much obsession,
because once u can't own it, then u'll lose.

ok. that's been a while i din update my blog,
yeah damn boring and sangat kering..
too many things to update but too lil time i have..
so = no update

dalam banyak masa tak update ni,
terlalu banyak cerita nak kongsi,
tapi dah nama nurul si pelupa,
semua cerita dia dah lupa..
mungkin banyak minum air semut..

dalam 2 minggu lepas je,
dah terlalu banyak benda si dia ni hilangkan,
sebab pelupa..
kunci rumah, kunci locker, kunci lab,
model gigi yang berharga rm1000
pun dia nak hilangkan jugak,
thankGod dah jumpa..



kadang-kadang, tak boleh nak salahkan masalah lupa ni gak,
sebab terasa setan yang tutup mata sampai tak sedar kot
model gigi tu sebenarnya depan mata je..

kalau tak jumpa hanguslah jpa 1000 kena bayar balik..

tutup cerita pelupa,
sekarang nak cerita pulak tajuk asal entry ni :perangai orang yang pelbagai..

honestly, aku sangat benci orang hipokrit..
bagi aku, orang hipokrit ni, sama la macam orang gemuk.



[dah gemuk tu, gemuk jugak ok?]
boleh pulak gambar profile fecbuk di COMPRESSkan utk nampak kurus.
lu lawak la bro

tapi dia amat perasan dia kurus, comel dan etc


-ok lu punya suka la bro.

tak pun macam orang negroid,


-dah hitam tu, sila sedar diri ok? pakai safi balqis pun kelabu jugak

yang bajet nak jadi mulatto
[ mulatto cukup, nak kata omputeh tu hiperbola ]



ataupun orang yang tak berapa cantik



tapi teringin nak jadi hot di kalangan yang gemuk2 dan hitam2 itu..
[memanglah 'hot' sebab yang lain tak seberapa]


tapi maria ozawa nie memang hot ok?

oh!please. kau jadi diri kau aje ok?

actually, nak mengutuk orang, tapi tak dapat selongkar gambar dia
so google je pinjam gambar orang lain..

p/s :oh dear, kau bertuah sebab private kan facebook kau..

It's new year eve! welcome 2010, gudbye 2009!

For upcoming new year,i would love to set up my new goals dat
i have to achieve within 2010...

Firstly, i want to perform every prayers perfectly and never ever leave any prayer likewise..i wanna be an obedient worshiper towards ALLAH..Ameen!


#jangan cakap aje lebih

Secondly, i want to be an obedient kid towards my parents, my lecturers and my parent-in-law..haha ;) naughty-naughty no more!


#jangan nakal-nakal macam sinchan tau

I wanna be a good dentist, one day perhaps ;) then, work hard la NURUL, filled all requirements of your schedule and GRAD with honour!


# adik, say aaaa..jangan takut ek sikit aje..

Obviously, i dun want to waste my money for nothing n use it wisely..

#JPA tak masuk lagi..apa criter?

i don't want to be sluggish gal any longer from today onwards..


#jangan ponteng class lagi

i would never ever turn back and look back every failure i did, i just wanna carry on my life with success grabbed in my hand!


#always go to the right, never turn to the left side!

and finally, i dont want to overslept again till i miss my lectures, no matter it is intentionally or not..hehe


#no more sleep like a baby

p/s : good luck NURUL!

A backstabber and A foe, which is better?

Generally i HATE both of 'em..
but in fact they're totally different actually..

Why i say so?
Basically, backstabbers are GENEROUS in front of others,
no SUSPICIOUS things towards 'em,
but the things is, they're BEHIND-BACK ENEMIES,
they're just like "a SILENT KILLERS" -killing their friends smoothly,slowly and silently...
and UNFORTUNATELY, when their friends already put a TRUST towards 'em!
For a real, these are more DANGEROUS than a foe itself..



And how about foes?
they're strongly showing their FULLY-HATRED manner,
so PPL that BEING HATE has NO DOUBT towards 'em,
and eventually they just NOT BOTHER their foes at all,
and that's it..



Backstabbers usually "kill friends" that they feel UNSATISFIED with,
commonly due to a stupid reason..
i.e misunderstanding, small conflict, revenge etc



While foes, they commonly hate ppl only because of one thing -JEALOUSY



p/s : i prefer a foe either because foe can be a good friend you know?
while backstabbers, once stabbed me, i'll stab 'em back twice, and they not to be forgiven at all!