wtf with middle child syndrome??

do u ever heard bout MIDDLE CHILD SYNDROME?
im sure a lot of people there had ever experienced this,
the only thing is they dunno what is they experiencing about..

im a second born child in my family..
i always feel ignored and dubbed off,
i feel like lacking something in the most way..

syndrome means the collection of the signs and symptoms,
i found that the sign and symptoms of MCS is very real!
for example:the middle child always feel like they dont belong,
feel like they are loved less..

the first-born sibling is always the one to rely on by the younger sibling..
then the last-born child is always gets away with the most..
while the middle child is just - there!

Some studies say that middle children do not like to take the limelight,
and that they are not overachievers,
i have found this theory to be false..

as a middle child, i was always an overachiever in everything i did!
and i craved for attention..
i pushed myself extremely hard and had to excel in everything i did..
so my parents would notice me..
even if they didnt, others would congratulate me and reward me for my accomplishments..

the middle child is always an attention seeker..
but the only thing it is different from the last child,
the middle child need and craved for attention without ask it with word..
the way they need attention is by their body language,
but the last child will show it thoroughly until parents will notice it..

the MCS affects me in many ways..
i feel ignored by friends,lecturers,
even they are not ignoring me at all..

i feel like i need attention more then others..
i feel like i cant see others get attention more than me..

till i feel that i am a truly loser,
poor me right?
i dont ever ask to be a middle child..
but i have to get along with it..

i will separate this problem so it wouldnt affect me in my daily life..