that is too much of muchness!!

i am hurting rite now..
i never bitch up anything..
but things had bitch me up!
ugh!

to be true,i had forgotten my best friend's birthday..
that was my fault,i admit it..
but i don't mean to do that..
my life really bitch up recently..
till i cant remember it anyway..

then to get things better..
i decide to do something at the night as a supprised..
my friends and i bought a cake for her..
err actually my friend was the one that bought the cake..
let i introduce her as 'a'..
but i was the one that planned all of these!!
in fact 'a' had forgotten my best friend birthday too!!
and i was the one that remembered her about our bff birthday..it's me!

but i dont said to my bff that i had plan all these..
and i will never said that 'a' also forgot her birthday..
i won't break their friends bonding..
so in her eyes,'a' was the one that planned all of these but not me..
i was quite pathetic..
she doesn't know that 'a' had forgot her birthday too..

just a minute before i read my bff blog and she is happy with the supprised..
but she only mentioned 'a's name..
i was really shocked..
this is too much of muchness!!

but i reap what i sow..
i got all of these because of my fault too..
thank heaven at least she's not mad at me..